So. Here I am. I spent today working furiously, and I feel reasonably satisfied with the amount of content I produced. I’ve been using up my annual leave this month so my work bottlenecked at points. I freaked out a bit, but that time passed and I feel good.

I thought about Motion City Soundtrack earlier. Mainly because I was trying to remember what my life looked like fifteen years ago. A lot has changed in that time, but when I am feeling low it feels like no time has passed at all (one of my favourite bloggers, adorabullsh!t, writes about this feeling and I pretty much dig her writing because it’s like looking into a more likeable mirror).

The reason I started thinking about fifteen years ago is beyond me. Well, actually it isn’t but it’s one of those things I don’t want to share in a blog where I share everything. I notice most of the month has been full of recollections of some sort. So, it figures. Maybe. I don’t know. I feel more chaotic than usual. I’m working through it.

I work through things with reflective writing – yes, I know, I am a broken record when it comes to reflective writing. But I do. And I’ll probably not stop being a broken record. Sorry.

So, where was I? I remembered applying to do a counselling course last year (which I didn’t do because I had a lot going on in my head). And I realised that maybe it’s time to reapply. Then I remembered I already did. And I have an interview next month!!! Which I forgot about because this month has been so busy. Also, I can use this skills from the course in my MRes application.

I realised these things as I was writing. And if that is not a shining endorsement for reflective writing I don’t know what is. Now sssh now brain.