The comfort you brought
Sweet natured
Playful yet distinguished
I recall
The first time I held your lead
I felt as though I had won your respect
Afterwards you would place your favourite toy in my lap
You’d catch my throws rather than watch them drop
But I mostly loved
Your love for my family
And their love for you
The protectiveness of my nephew
Your patience
I realise your affection towards me
Was a small part of all the good in you

How can I explain
The sadness of your absence?
Missing you sunbathe in the afternoon
The way my Dad sneakily gave you sausages
My nephew putting his arms around you
Holiday photos full of you

I expect to see you on the moors
Standing still
Watching rabbits and birds

Quiet surrounds us