Every Sunday until September I’ll be pulling a (virtual) card from the Universe Has Your Back deck and reflecting on it.

When I lean on the faith of the universe, peace becomes real.

Well, I managed approximately two months of positivity. I tried my best. I pushed through; meditating, listening to wellbeing podcasts and repeating affirmations. Did they make me feel better? Yes indirectly; my desire and determination to keep motivated, even though I felt like I was sinking, is what helped me the most.

But I feel the need to be honest. And honestly, I’m going to have to ask for help.

It’s no big deal, I’ll get there.