I show up for myself and the world

I love a good blogging challenge, and I noticed some of the erotic blogosphere are taking part in Every Damn Day in June.

Everyday I will be plucking a card from my Miracles Now card deck and writing about what comes to mind…

I promised myself and other people that I would finish the task I am unsure of yesterday. It didn’t happen. I feel upset at myself. I don’t know why I am struggling with the task so much; it involves expressive writing. Gah.

I tried to deal with the things I am unsure of by myself this weekend. But in the end, I sent an email to my line manager asking for her assistance. I didn’t originally want to do this because she is busy and I wanted her to see that she made a good decision in hiring me. But, I have questions and I need help.

This card reminds me I made a courageous decision in applying for my job. I am proud of me.