Okay.. so I am feeling a lot better about this project than I was during my crisis last week I had a tutorial which REALLY helped, I think sometimes it’s just good to have someone to either say yes or no and just kind of steer you in a direction that either you haven’t thought about or just confirm what you’re thinking is right.

So what I have taken from my tutorial was to not worry about this magazine and potentially do a more editorial, I loveeeeeee illustrations like that’s my jam that’s what I want my outcome to be for this brief but I think I created 3 things I wanted/needed to do for this project (illustrations, magazine, womens march) and I was just looking for ways to bridge them together and link them and I just needed to take a complete step back. I think trying to make these links were 100% what was stopping me.

Well hopefully I’ll see what happens when I start illustrating my final outcomes, I’ve been looking at Francesca Pageo and her stuff is SO GOD DAMN DREAMY, she deffo holds a lot of my inspiration, now it’s just trying to get that inspiration on paper.

I’m also not dwelling too much on the Women’s Marches, like something has to give for me to stop being so scared of this blank piece of paper and just start doing yanno, I know I’ll find a way to link and convey the message I want and to be honest I bet it’ll end up being subconscious anyway!

I’m just so glad that I feel more positive about this and ready to go forward, oh AND I’m going to another cheeky photography exhibition.

I know right I’m crazy.