I’m returning to college in two weeks. I received my joining instructions yesterday and you know how I was excited that the college reduced the fees to my course? Well, they’ve gone back up again.

So my plan to pay off my loan this year may not happen unless I sell a lot of my freelance writing. We can but hope.

But I’m looking forward to it.

Staying out for the summer

I’m taking this month off blogging. I’ve been feeling unwell and I need to switch my brain off for a bit. I feel weird blogging about it, but I hear keeping readers’ updated is good practice.

August plans

  • I’m on holiday – This week I am going to North France and later on Yorkshire
  • My niece is due in a couple of weeks
  • I’m viewing a flat (to buy!)
  • I’m searching for a second job


Conversations for Care

On the first Monday of every month there is a Twitterchat at 20:00 around the subject of care experienced people. The Twitterchat is curated by the lovely staff at For those of you new to Twitterchats what happens is that @convos4care tweet questions and people reply using the hashtag #careconvos. The hastag makes the conversation easier to follow for people not on Twitter, and allows for all the conversations to appear under one URL

I don’t talk too much about my new job, because I have been doing it less than two months and I’m feeling self-conscious about my abilities. This Twitterchat is invaluable to me, it made me feel less alone and helped me meet people with similar jobs and experiences. If you are care experienced or have an interest in widening access to education for care experienced people I’d recommend joining in.

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Que fais-je?

I’m on holiday this week. Yay. My partner is taking me to Wissant.

I had dreamy ideas of retiring to France, which always seem to be reignited by a visit. But it’s just a fantasy.

I was offered a place on PGCert Creative Education, I was over the moon for a couple of weeks and then reality hit me. I don’t have the time to do it this year with my counselling course, and my priority is finding a second job. So I had to withdraw… then guess what happened? The college where I plan to do my counselling course is going into administration! (the last place I tried to do this counselling course cancelled it).

But I am hoping to have a job interview in six weeks, so if that is successful I’ll be able to pay off my student loan this year. And save for a deposit on a flat next year.

I am getting better at managing my mental health now. I still have awful panic attacks and feel like an imposter, but I definitely feel like I’m making some progress. It’s slow, but I’m seeing it which is very heartening.