Final Reflections : Learning about myself – Creative Process and Outcome

  • I have learnt to navigate my own creative process. Using an investagtive approach to allow my self to flow and think through ideas. This has gone alongside my own journey navigating my focal epilepsy and own wellbeing as I learn to live with the seizures, and gain understanding of how my brain also navigates. Like the underground communication within nature they also go unseen and are often misunderstood or unknown. Whilst also relearning and adapting my creating process to see how it has evolved since level 5. In some ways my confidence has grown from Level 5, I have successfully completed 3 industry placements that have taught me new skills and allowed me to materialise my abilities that aren’t directly used within my work, but at the same time as a person my values have matured since then and my work has become a contrast between high contrast flash and expressive styling, with a growing appreciation for my surrealism my photography has shifted from a darker to more outdoor whimsical aesethetic.

Throughout my work and within my creative process I’ve continued to take an investigative approach, letting my ideas evolve gradually and exploring different paths and techniques. However, this has meant that within my creative process it has taken me a long time to reach a point where I am happy and have clear direction within my outcome. Meaning that It is becomes harder to manage my time in way a way that allows me execute my outcome in the way I imagine. Moving forward post graduating I’ll be able to adapt and evolve my creative process to be more efficient allowing me to endeavour into more in depth exploration of my concepts and outcomes.

I began my FMP by continuing my focus on nature and its powers by looking at symbols within nature, which magnetise and often act as natural landmarks for humans. Exploring how this effects how as humans we navigate nature and how spending time outdoors can also help us navigate life more clearly. Which brought me onto looking at trees and the underground mycorrhizal network, reading into Finding the Mother Tree by Suzanne Simard and How to read a tree by Tristan Gooley which helped understand the power of trees, how they can be written about emotively and illustrated in a print form.

A key turning point within my project however was finding the relationship between my photographic style and paintings.Spurred on by visiting the Peggy Guggenhiem Musuem in Venice. In which I was drawn to this following paitning untitled by Dali below and its similarities in colour palette and pose with a test shoot I had done.

 

 

From here I contiuned to explore the effect of a painterly process and how this goes hand in hand with communicating landscapes visual. This gave me a a clearer direction which opened my mind to looking back to my Research essay into Alice in Wonderland and Fashion Photography and how the book reflects the 18th Century attitude of a Bucolic idealised English Countrside.

From here I was able to maintain a focus on the theme of my photorgaphy sticking to landscape outdoor shot imagery, in an ethereal style and looking to pastoral literature and art for both visual and written inspiration for the text is my book outcome.

 

Graphic Design Inspiration

We Make Pictures In Order to Live Magazine :

I was drawn to jumbled style graphic design within this magazine as it looks almost like organised chaos and a mind map of images that works well as they are of high quailty.

Mental insight to photographers thought process through the staggered layout that leads the readers eye around the page almost like following a path. Fun way of forming a photographic narrative within graphic design and without text.

 

 

Moving Forward into the future

Working on this portfilio project has built my confidence in my abilities and made me feel like I am a more established perosnal freelance brand. I now have a creative tool kit to bring into industry with me that I can apply and alter to both my freelance styling/photography work and potential PR roles. Through producing a more official and aethetically consistant creative identity through my portfolio outcomes and reflecting on my values I have gained clarity about what is important to me post graduation. This mostly being in the present, oppurtunities to further build up my portfilio through assisting work throughout the summer. I am hoping that this will allow me to manage my time and mean I can have a healthier work life balance and allow me to enjoy my last summer before anticipating settling into a full time job at the end of summer when I move back to London permantantly.

Over the coming months I intend on further buidling up connections and presence on Linkedin and the Dots. Whilst remembering to stay active on all social platforms, ensuring that I am updating my website when I have new work, as well as staying active on instagram by engaging with fellow artists and posting my own work. This will help with mainting contacts and keeping up to date with my peers, so we are able to support each other in the future as we all venture into industry.

 

Reflecting on my values and how will this impact my career path

  • Good work life balance – Time to build other skills, and contribute positivly into society, such as through volunteering work or learning a new skill to build my portfolio
  • Supportive positive environment – Day to day quality of life better, help to grow and learn from my peers
  • Possibility to travel – Enrich my career, would work in both a global agency and
  • Responsible and Sustainable – Wouldn’t be suited at a big high street brand or fast fashion company. Lifestyle / Arts and Culture focuse good be better. Or a smaller brand as this is something that is a key value, I want my work to have a positive impact on the world not a negative one.

CV and Website Workshop: Identity/Logo/Website/Portfolio

 

Websites to bare in mind Dafont

In todays lesson we did individual research into websites and instagram pages we found engaging, successful or not so successful, which I have docmented in my skethcbook. This gave me good inspiration into how I might like to lay out my own website.

I took away that for my practice a simple stripped back often monochrome approach at Graphic Design can be most effective as it allows a strong focus to remain on the imagery rather than the Graphic Design as this isn’t something I want to do.

I also feel like a simple yet well considered website conveys my slow living values, focusing on quality over quantity in design.

Hair to roots – in reflection the images in which I styled ribbons within the hair came out to artifical and took away from the metaphor of connection I was trying to create rather than adding to it

 

Creating Human Presence within the Trees Through garments, allowing natural elements/wind to direct the shoot – organic movements

Flash fast shutter speed to capture the clothes in the air – styling them on and off the body – showing the similarity between tops print and the branches/