Closing Statement: Now Was The Time

I opened this blog by saying that I felt that it was finally the right time for me to do one of these courses – either Dip, DELTA, MA or whatever.

Actually, in hindsight, I almost feel like maybe the right time was a few years ago! However, it is impossible to be sure – and probably I only think that because so many factors came into alignment during this past year to make this course extremely useful for me. It was the right time. I was in exactly the right place and time to further develop my teaching and I think that this is clear in the fact that I feel that my teaching has clearly developed.

I’m going to give a quick overview of how the past year has gone from a Macro view-point before turning to issues that I raised in my opening statement and see how those things have been addressed.

I began the course and Teaching module fairly positive. I noticed a Critical Incident fairly immediately which, prior to doing this course would have just been something ‘unusual’ that I noticed, but would have, in the long term, ignored. As I was fairly engaged with getting on with this course at this time this meant that I was actually able to do something about that critical incident. What I did was investigate it, read about it, deal with it in the classroom and it eventually formed the basis of my Statement of Relevance. I felt this was a very positive start to my teaching module as I fairly quickly combined what was happening on the course to what was happening in my classroom to create a noticeable difference in my lessons.

Shortly there after, I had a couple of observed lessons, both peer and assessed. We learnt about U-shaped learning curves in SLA and I feel that I truly had one in this teaching module. I started out by going up, and quickly plummeted. My first two Assessed observations were me tumbling down that U-shaped curve. They weren’t awful or terrible – but they weren’t examples of my teaching at my best. Equally, I had a problematic experience with a peer-observation from my institute which really brought me down.

For a few months I felt very down about the teaching side of things, which resulted in a Critical Incident questioning my own aptitude for teaching. I felt very far from the teaching module at that point, which is reflected in the dearth of posts from January to March. However, whilst I moved away from the teaching module, this negative feeling actually galvanised me to improve my teaching day-to-day in the classroom. Inspired by what I saw observing other teachers, I re-thought the way I approached lessons – both in terms of the IWB, which I believe I came along quite a way, and in terms of thinking far more critically and deliberately about what I was to do in the classroom.

This resulted in a spate of far more successful observations later in the course, both assessed and peer. This came from a period of reflection that may not be accurately represented by this blog, as I needed to do it away from the module, day by day, little by little in my classroom. But I think I did it. I really think there is truth in that U-Shaped learning curve. I plummeted, lost confidence, and then went away thinking about that and re-built the foundations of my teaching into something much more effective. I was then observed again and pleased to see that I had to develop.

The rest of the course was constantly feeding into this process. The materials module really helped me think about what I was physically presenting in the classroom and the SLA module really made me think about why I was doing what I was doing. I think this was exemplified in my observation with Barbara, where I feel that the material was much more well-developed than previous lesson observations, and in my observation with Angela, where I attempted to apply an understanding of complexity theory into the classroom. Also, the final observation with Paul built on many of the issues raised in the materials seminars on Coursebooks and adaptation.

By the end of this module, I feel fairly confident about moving on into the future of my teaching career. The process has been up and down, but it’s ending on a high, for me at least. I really feel that I have developed as a teacher in my time doing this course. The teacher who stepped into my classroom in October feels far different to me than the teacher who steps in today. I don’t quite know how to express how much is different – because everything is different. My awareness of so many things has been raised. My day-to-day techniques from group-dynamics to teaching grammar have changed. My understanding of the language has changed. Everything has changed,

Looking back on my opening statement, it seems apparent that one of the things I aimed to achieve was in avoiding complacency – in particular in my teaching practice.

Looking back on how I was teaching prior to the course, I think it’s true that I had become complacent in some elements. This course has really shaken things up for me, and I’ve completely changed the way I approach things both in the classrooms (in terms of lesson delivery) and out (in terms of reflection and planning). I think it took some time for me to get there – and I think the U-shaped learning curve I’ve already mentioned is a part of that.

The first two assessed observations I had, whilst not being outright fails, did shake me out of my complacency quite a lot and opened my eyes to my own weaknesses. Reflecting on these lessons with the aid of the video record was a huge part of this.

Looking back on my opening statement, it’s clear that another thing I was keen to develop over this course was not only my understanding and knowledge of theory and methodology, but also my ability to implement that in a meaningful way in the classroom. One thing in particular I showed an interest in was the lexical approach. This is something that I have begun and am continuing in my daily teaching. As mentioned before, I also explored in my observation with Angela, implementing an understanding of complexity theory into a practical lesson. On this side of things, then, I am happy in some of the things I have achieved – and it is something that is ongoing in my teacher development.

Finally, the third thing I highlighted in my opening statement was my desire to improve my ability to reflect and my ability to take those reflections and use them to enact meaningful changes on my teaching practice. This blog is a testament to how well I have done this, I think. In my opinion, I feel that I have truly developed my ability to reflect. How well I’ve been able to make meaningful changes, though, I am not so sure. Some elements I definitely have – in terms of the planning of lessons, the design of activities and materials, classroom management, group dynamics, etc. However, there are still some areas that need further changes – my ‘teacher’ language for example, and use of CQs. In general, I feel pleased with the reflection that I have done over this course – but I guess the proof is in the contents of this blog!

I ended my opening statement with a series of bullet-points of my aims for the course. I am going to reproduce them here and comment on how well I feel I have achieved these aims.

“To sum up: I hope to develop myself and my teaching through the Diploma in TESOL through:

  • Planning lessons in a deeper way  I think this has been achieved, and was one of the first problem-areas of my teaching that was addressed. I think this can be seen particularly clearly in the first two assessed observations I did with Gary. 
  • Identifying good and bad elements of my teaching – Again, I think this has also been achieved. Initially, in my first few assessed observations, I could only really identify negative sides of my teaching. I think this is much easier to do. However, if you compare that reflection to the one for my observation with Barbara, I think you can also clearly see that I developed an ability to see the good in my lessons. 
  • Expanding my knowledge of theory and methodology 
  • Using those theories and methodologies to underpin my planning and teaching – I feel that these has been partly achieved. My observation with Angela is an example of my taking theory into the classroom. I definitely feel now that I have a deeper understanding of theory and methodology, although I have found that harder to bring into the classroom than I anticipated. I believe I have done it to an extent – but I think this is an area I still need to put more work in. 
  • Developing my reflective skills  
  • Using my reflective skills to improve my teaching – Again, the proof of these will be in this very blog – but my feeling is that I have achieved this.

In general, I feel like I have come a long way. I am aware that this ‘journey’ is not finished, there is still much I can do and much I can learn. My experience on this course has been very useful for me and I believe I have been able to see a tangible effect on my teaching. I thought that when this course came to a close, I would feel something like, “Thank god it’s over, no more of that!”

In truth, I am still curious. I am still eager to develop. I am now considering my options for how to take what I have developed on this course further – perhaps by doing a Master’s.

I want to conclude by saying this course has had a powerful effect on me and my teaching. I want to thank all who helped me along the way; all my observers on this module and my teachers and tutors on the other modules. This has been a truly meaningful and extremely useful experience for me.

 

Critical Incident #7: Mini CIs

This post is for a collection of mini Critical Incidents – things that stopped me and made me think, but not enough to write a full CI on.

Mini CI#1: The Key Flaw in Learner Autonomy

Much has been written about creating a learner-centred environment and promoting learner autonomy. To this end, there are many websites such as peergrade.io or edmodo promoting this idea. However, in my and my colleagues’ use of these services in class, we’ve found the majority of the students do not and do not want to engage in learner autonomy in this way. They openly and vocally express a desire for the teacher to do the work, and they just receive the knowledge. If we allow the learners to choose the method of teaching, the majority of them (from my and my colleagues’ experience) would choose a ‘mug and jug’ approach. How do we square learner autonomy and learner-centredness with learners who steadfastly do not want to learn in that manner?

Mini CI#2: Tech and the Gamification of Learning

Speaking with a friend of mine who develops various educational tech for EFL, I noticed myself having quite a negative reaction to what he was saying. I see myself as quite a pro-tech or at the very least tech-friendly teacher. Every classroom in my institution has an Interactive Whiteboard which I try to use to the fullest capacity. However, as my friend pointed out, IWBs are very ’00s and are not all the cutting edge of tech. He was most interested in utilising the tech that students bring with them into the classroom – which, pretty universally, is at the very least a smartphone. While I’m ostensibly up for this, tech in the classroom has to fulfill some basic requirements before I will embrace it – and unfortunately, most new tech falls short of this. It must be easy to use and implement for both the teacher and student. I don’t want to be spending most of my time either learning how to use some new piece of tech or explaining to students how to use it. It will preferably not come in downloadable app form – if it can be accessed without the students having to download anything, generally it’s easier to get learners on board with it. Crucially, it has to be reliable. You don’t want to get half-way into a tech-based lesson only for someone’s connection to drop and they be unable to access what everyone else is doing – this seems to happen often with mobile-based learning, but it never happens with a piece of paper and pen (and yes, I realise I sound fairly luddite here). Most importantly, though, is that it needs to be useful and at least as good as if not better than how things are already done. I know students can get extremely motivated when using mobile phones, but it can be easy for learning to not occur. I’m especially thinking of the gamification of learning – if an app gamifies language learning to an excessive amount, it can lead to students just playing the game and not learning. I’m thinking of the online game Kahoot – it’s a great distraction and time-filler, but sometimes I think it’s so gamified that learners often miss the point of it.

CI#3: IWB as a crutch

I have written extensively on my Materials blog of my use of the IWB, and I think it’s worth folding that back into these CIs. Please see my posts here, here, and here. One thought I had that isn’t covered by these posts, but that came up in a comment on my blog was about how the IWB was a crutch. This was something I’ve noticed in observing some teachers over the course of my career, and recently in my own classroom. I stopped and worried if what I was doing was too much. Often, IWBs can and do dominate a lesson. Teachers can get so obsessed with preparing slides and making them interesting and dynamic or whatever that they may forget about the learners. The Whiteboard in general perhaps is a signifier of a teacher-centric environment, rather than a learner-centred one,and the IWB can make this even more apparent. When getting to grips with an IWB it is easy to try and play around with what can be done that a teacher may easily forget their learners. I know there have been occasions where and I and other teachers have been “so preoccupied with whether or not they could, they never stopped to think if they should.” (Dr. Ian Malcolm played by Jeff Goldblum in Jurassic Park, 1993). My point is that we should always make sure that whatever tool we bring into the classroom, be it an IWB or cuisenaire rods or a worksheet, supports the learners learning.

CI#4: Check Your Privilege

I am painfully aware that as a white, male teacher in England (in Brighton!) I am in the most privileged position a teacher of English can be. Some of my colleagues are, of course, women. Some are non-native. Some are people of colour. I think it is worth recognising that any one of those elements can drastically affect how one is perceived as a teacher. I don’t feel I am qualified to speak on this subject at length, but I have seen in my institute instances of teachers being treated differently because of their gender, their nationality, their race and sometimes all three (I haven’t included sexuality on this list because I’ve seen that all LGBT teachers I’ve known have kept that information from their students – which of course will affect them also, but perhaps not in the way students perceive them… or I may be being naive here…). As a result, I have a lot of respect for my colleagues who are not of my background who teach as well and often better than I and have as good or better dynamics in their class. Their job, although our contracts may be exactly the same, is far harder than mine.

 

Peer Observation #6: -ed / -ing Adjectives

For my final observation observing, I chose to observe a colleague at my institution who is DELTA qualified. I chose to observe her as I felt that she represented someone who was extremely different to me. For starters, she is non-native. Secondly, she has a reputation for being extremely positive and energetic (whereas I am a more calm and laid-back kind of person), and thirdly, she is teaching A1 – whereas I have recently been teaching high B2/C1 students.I felt that there could be a lot to learn from such a teacher.

Her lesson was on -ed / -ing adjectives. Below are my notes on her lesson, the material she used, photographs of her WhiteBoard and an audio recording of me giving her immediate feedback shortly after the lesson.

Notes on Lesson + Material


(The first two minutes of this file are quite unclear, but it’s much better from 2.14 onwards)

 

For this observation, I shall first make some general observations on the teacher, and then go in depth stage by stage and see what worked in each particular part of the lesson.

First of all, it’s worth setting the scene. This was a class of 11 A1 students taught in a large room with an IWB at one side of the room and a traditional whiteboard at the other. The teacher made great use of this space – using the whiteboard at one end of the room for reference – things added did not change throughout the lesson, and the IWB was used for more flexible and fluid projection. The teacher worked the entirety of the room and I felt that this was particularly effective.

In general, the teacher was an incredibly positive and energetic presence in the classroom. There was a real atmosphere of support in the classroom and you could easily tell that the students really loved her. During the production stage of the lesson, when using positive adjectives, many students repeatedly used the teacher and her lessons as examples of things that they found interesting/good/etc. I don’t think I can stress too much how spectacular the rapport was in the class. This was a perfect case of a teacher working with learners to perfection.

My teaching, in contrast, is a lot more laid back and perhaps, arguably, flat. In my defense, I am interested in promoting learner autonomy – and with the level I currently teach, that makes sense. With A1 students, I think the energy that this teacher brought to the room was really useful – and you could tell that the students were really on board with her.

One of the things that the teacher mentioned herself immediately after the lesson was the level of teacher-talking-time – clearly, something she is conscious of. Honestly, I didn’t notice it at all. In hindsight, there was perhaps quite a lot of teacher-talking-time – but most importantly, it worked for the context of that class. It was supportive, it provided good models and it was engaging for the students. Perhaps for higher-level classes, it would be a bit much, but for this class, it really worked – and the evidence is in the fact that it was something that she noticed, but I didn’t. It felt entirely appropriate for the class.

 

The class opened with the teacher asking how the students how they were. I initially thought this was just a way of building rapport (which I noted was high), but this actually smoothly linked into the topic of the lesson, -ed -ing adjectives. The lesson had begun without the students or I really noticing it. I enjoyed this element – the lesson was happening almost by surprise!

She elicited the context of the lesson and seemed to be taking a diagnostic of how comfortable students were with these adjectives. It was clear immediately that students could not differentiate between ‘I am bored’ and ‘I am boring’, which showed that this lesson was definitely going to be of use to them.

The teacher then presented a series of -ed adjectives on the IWB. This surprised me at first. I thought it would be natural (especially with elementary) to build a concept first, then go to either the written or the oral form. Starting with the words seemed counter-intuitive to me. But later, she explained her thinking. She was well aware that tradition states starting with a concept before moving on to the written or oral example of the lexical item, but she has a student in her class who has real struggles with reading – and I mean real struggles in recognising even letters. I briefly taught this student in the afternoon class and noticed he couldn’t differentiate between p, b, d, or q. He needed a lot of support from me as soon as anything was written down.

Well, all the more reason to focus on the oral straight away, right? Well, no. He has been with this teacher for a long time – he has done months of lessons in a purely oral and auditory manner. For him to progress, he needs to sort out his letter and word recognition. So this presenting of the written form first was for him. It was to challenge and to engage and for the benefit of this student.

There was a lot of drilling of the adjectives, which, at an elementary level, I expected. I thought, however, a bit more support could be given – especially as the students were having to equate a written form to a spoken form where ‘silent letters’ were an element (for example, ‘interested’ and ‘frightening’). The teacher spoke about how many syllables each word had and what the stress was, but this perhaps could have been supported by splitting the words by syllable on the board and highlighting the stressed syllable and any ‘silent’ elements. The pronunciation is one element I felt could have been developed further in this lesson – mainly in terms of visual aids. Either on the board, breaking it into syllables and marking the stressed and highlighting silent parts; or physically, by indicating how many syllables a word has on a hand, for example.

The words were lexically quite challenging for the students. I felt that this was in some ways positive. The lesson felt definitely pitched at slightly above most students level – which provided a challenge. Also, the teacher (as mentioned before) was so positive and supportive that the complexity of the lesson never caused an issue with student motivation – which is a really amazing thing, as far as I’m concerned.

The worksheet was handed out where students had to match feeling adjectives to pictures of people. A fairly good use of visuals, however, some of the pictures could have been clearer – in particular, the pictures indicating ‘surprised’ and ‘interested’ proved particularly confusing for some learners.

The teacher’s monitoring, along with much of the rest of her performance in the classroom, was exemplary. When checking the resource, she used her own body language and facial gestures as a tool to clarify meaning. It was effective – and not something I feel particularly comfortable doing myself, so I find it particularly admirable.

One thing I thought could have been developed in this area was the CCQs. I felt the CCQs weren’t particularly well-planned and whilst they never hindered learning, often it felt like they didn’t facilitate it either. I also felt that at this point that there may have been some degree of over-dependency on the teacher. In some of the feedback, the teacher echoed the correct answer, meaning the students did not need to listen to each other, only to the teacher. Because the teacher was such a dynamic presence in the classroom, this could hinder learner autonomy and their ability to rely on each other for help. It wasn’t a major issue in this lesson, but it might be something to think about in future.

During the checking of the activity, the teacher differentiated between the -ed / -ing adjectives in an interesting way – between what you feel and what you think. I immediately thought that this was an interesting way of differentiating it, but perhaps not entirely accurate. However, when I saw the activity that the students completed next, it made total sense. A lot of the gap-filled sentences the teacher used began with ‘I think’ prior to using the -ing adjectives. I very much liked the way the teacher’s presentation directly tied into the exercise. I thought that the exercise could have been slightly better designed – though I talk about that at length in the audio file above.

Following this, another more complicated activity was completed followed by a final speaking activity. A lot of what I wrote in my notes of what i expected was provided by the teacher shortly after I wrote it – such as sentence frames to help students produce more complex language.

I felt that the teacher was rather successfully juggling many elements at once. Much of the lexis was brand new to the students, and on top of that, she was also teaching the micro-grammar involved in -ed / -ing adjectives. This was very cognitively demanding for the students. One suggestion would be for her to simplify the lesson – to just teach either lexis or the micro-grammar, but actually, I wouldn’t advise that – for one reason only: the teacher herself. I think it is true that the lesson was too cognitively demanding for some students, however, the teacher provided such a supportive atmosphere in the class that she could have pretty much taught advanced grammar and got away with it. Equally, simplifying the lesson in the way I suggested would have led to a lack of challenge for the higher-level students in the class.

Overall, I think this was a master-class in how to work with students and how to manage group dynamics. I think I could help this teacher when it comes to material design, because I definitely spotted a few elements in the material she used that could be improved upon. Furthermore, I would recommend this teacher develop her CCQing a little more – something I am only able to spot as I have spotted it in myself time and time again in my own teaching. I think this is quite a positive three points to end on. Firstly, I’ve pointed out what she does far better than I do (class atmosphere). Secondly, I’ve found something I think I could help her with (materials design). And finally, I’ve highlighted something that we both struggle with (CCQs). I feel that this is a good sign when it comes to peer observation and it fosters an environment of collaborating and help.

I think the thing that I really took away from this observed lesson was two things: The importance of the teacher in maintaining a decent atmosphere and group dynamics. When I approach my lessons, it can be often something that I neglect or don’t pay much attention to. I get very focused on the material, the stages, the tasks and activities… I don’t spend half as much time thinking about my role as I should. Seeing this teacher was a good example for me, and showed me something I can learn from.

The other thing was how this kind of peer-observing quickly helped develop the working relationship I have with this teacher. We’ve always got on well, but I think when you observe someone teaching, it can be quite an intimate act and it can bring teachers closer together. In an environment where teachers are often working alone, separated from their colleagues in different classrooms, I think this kind of peer observation is really important to create a more collaborative environment.

Peer Observation #5: Lexis

For my final peer observation being observed, I was observed by one of my peer’s on the Diploma, George Andain.

The lesson followed on almost directly from my last Assessed Observation with Paul and continued with the same material into Lexis. The main focus of the lesson that George saw was on lexis to describe films, TV shows and books. Within the time of the lesson, George witnessed a warmer to this activity, a gap-fill of lexis and a short section on pronunciation – focusing on sentence stress. He also saw a bit of homework-check at the beginning of the lesson, as it was the first thing in the morning. I provided George with a loose plan that incorporated not just what he saw, but what I did after (he saw the first 60 minutes of a 150-minute lesson). The plan, IWB slides (which contain material used after George left) and coursebook material which I used in the class are below.

Coursebook Double page (Exercises 6 & 7)
Grammar Bank (Exercise 2 – Habits was homework task)
IWB slides pre-class use
Loose Lesson Plan

Overall, my first impressions of the lesson went well. I felt there was a good dynamic in the class and, as it was a peer observation rather than an Assessed one, I felt more relaxed and watched the clock a lot less. This may mean that George did not really see a ‘complete’ lesson, but I had planned for the whole day of 150 minutes with this class as one entire thing.

Immediately following the observation, George sent me an audio file with his initial reaction (we were not able to speak directly, as I was still teaching when he had to leave). Below, you can listen to his immediate feedback and thoughts and I have also included the IWB slides captured at the end of the lesson (again, featuring exercises worked through after George had left).

IWB Post-class use

You can hear that what struck George immediately was that the lesson was logical, systematic and clear. I think that this is one of my strengths as a teacher. I feel quite confident with language itself and I also feel like I have a good understanding of what I want each activity to achieve. I think when you’re fresh-off the CELTA, you don’t really know what you’re doing and you fumble from one activity to the next without questioning why. I feel that I don’t really do this, and I do know what I am delivering to the students – so I think this is what George means when he referred to the logical and systematic nature of my lesson.

He also singled out a few things that I do as a teacher for praise, and I was gladdened to hear that included the pronunciation elements. I often talk with my colleague Adam Scott who presented at this year’s IATEFL in Glasgow and we both agree that pronunciation is often forgotten or left behind in EFL. From my experience of watching how my colleagues work, it seems to be the first thing that is omitted when it comes to coursebook. Adam advocates building pronunciation into every element of every lesson (which was what his IATEFL talk was about), and I am trying to do this. Although this lesson was not specifically focused on pronunciation, I did try and constantly bring it in to the lesson when it was needed.

 

George suggested one thing that he didn’t see in the lesson – more personalisation. Of course, he was only with me for a limited time-frame but within in that time-frame we didn’t get on to personalising the language for the students. After he left, that was what a big part of the remaining 90 minutes of the lesson. However, perhaps an hour is too long to go without allowing the students to use the language in a personally meaningful way other than the initial warmer discussion. Perhaps rather than sticking with language exploration I could have taken breaks along the way for some limited personalisation, rather than saving it all up towards the end of the lesson. I have taken his ideas into consideration and will carry them with me the next time I walk into a classroom.

Another suggestion from George was that I could have explored the language in more depth, as the exercise was so rich. I agree with him and was aware of that but chose not to go into it super-deeply for fear of milking it dry and losing student engagement. I was also aware of the limited time the students have in my class and made a decision to not explore it as fully as possible. However, I take his point but I think one possible answer would be, rather than to explore some language to death over the course of a few hours, recycle it instead and come back to it later in the week.

George kindly made a lot of notes during the observation which he is going to type up and send me as soon as he can. When he has done that, I shall update this blog to reflect on what is contained within.

Updated.

I have since received George’s notes, which he organised into three points. I shall post each point below in italics and reflect upon each one.

Point 1 Effective use of the Interactive Whiteboard (IWB)

The teacher used the IWB to support the coursebook really effectively in this lesson. He had prepared slides of the key sentences from the coursebook, which he used during whole class feedback. This added a supportive visual element to the feedback and gave students more exposure to the target language as they worked through the sentences again as a class. In terms of classroom management, using the IWB in this way took the students’ attention from the coursebook and focussed it on the board and teacher, which meant that everybody was focussed on the same thing, engaged and listening to one another. The annotations that the teacher made were also very clear and appropriate. He used different highlighters to mark different elements of the language such as adverbs of degree and colligations, and he used the pen to mark key areas of pronunciation and to note down synonyms and examples.

 

This is something that has come up in my last two assessed observations as well, so it’s clearly a strength of mine. I feel that in the last few months, I have really developed my use of the IWB as an effective classroom tool – you can see more detailed posts regarding this on my materials blog here, here, and here.

One thing I am concerned with when it comes to using the IWB is that it could lead to a more teacher-centred classroom, rather than a learner-centred one. I am glad to see that George doesn’t think that this was the case in this lesson.

 

Point 2 Natural and appropriate language focus

The initial fifteen minutes was dedicated to checking the homework on present and past habits. This language was not featured in the following 45 minutes, it may have tied in later in combination with the language focus of this lesson, which was describing/ giving opinions about films, books and music. I am not commenting further on the homework stage of this lesson. The language that followed all felt really natural, useful and appropriate. The teacher began by dictating these three questions

  • Have you been watching or reading anything good lately?
  • What’s it like?
  • What’s the best film you’ve ever seen?

The meaning of the grammar was not discussed although the teacher drew the students’ attention to the fact the superlatives are often used with the present perfect tense. He elicited the metalanguage ‘superlative’, but beyond this the grammar was not dealt with explicitly, and it didn’t need to be. The students that I could hear were all asking and answering the questions appropriately. This made me consider how often I treat grammar as a chunk of language rather than explicitly discussing the form. I think treating it as a grammatical chunk was effective and one would hope that through using it the students would reach an understanding of form and meaning (if they hadn’t already). Also, the teacher can monitor and offer support or explanations of the grammar to students they really need it. 

I thought this was an effective and natural lead in to the lesson. The dictation added an element of listening, spelling and consideration of form and this was peer checked and boarded for clarification. The language was briefly explored and some useful patterns were given such as using superlatives with the present perfect. The teacher elicited some more examples of this including ‘What’s the best book you’ve ever read?’ and ‘Who’s the nicest person you’ve ever met?’. The teacher boarded the answer ‘Peter is the nicest person i’ve ever met.’ and elicited the words ‘one of’ while explaining how this sounds very natural in the answer. Finally, the teacher dealt with key areas of pronunciation including the linking of ‘have ever’ and ‘what’s it’. He did this by starting with one sound and then adding the others until the students were pronouncing the whole phrase perfectly. Overall the language was all very natural and well managed by the teacher.

 

George’s first comments relate to a homework check. It would have probably been better to check that homework later or have George come later to the class. The reason I chose to do it this way was because I wanted to be observed as if I wasn’t being observed, if that makes sense – I wanted George to see me as I really am, in the day to day grind of teaching.

George has some interesting points regarding the dictation. My intention was to focus on the ‘micro-grammar’ of each sentence. While I believe that a grammar-based syllabus is rarely the best way of working things, I do enjoy teaching grammar and try to do it more as a ‘little and often’ approach, rather than once a week spending a whole day relentless working through gap-fills. George raises an interesting point of when it is relevant to use metalanguage and when it is appropriate to ‘chunk’ grammatical sections. When does the teacher step in to draw attention to the language and when does the teacher simply encourage use so that the students acquire an understanding of any particular point naturally? A question, I think, worth bearing in mind – but perhaps unanswerable.

George also seemed to appreciate the naturalness of the language used. When I go in to the classroom, I do like to focus on natural language. But this really does raise questions: natural for who? Most of these students will be using English in future with other non-natives – does it matter if they talk like me? Should we be teaching an ‘international’ English? Arguably yes, arguably this is what the students really need – but I feel I can only really teach students ‘my English’.

When it comes to connected speech and linking and elision and all that jazz, I do try and raise awareness in students that it is not so important for them to produce – but it is important for them to recognise when listening – should they be in a situation where they are dealing with a native speaker in future. So perhaps there is a way to marry teaching ‘native/natural’ English in an ‘international’ English environment.

 

Point 3 More opportunity for personalisation of the language

The one area that I felt may have added to the ‘realness’ of the target language was if there were more opportunities for the students to personalise it. During the whole class feedback stage, when the sentences with the adjectives to describe films were on the IWB, it may have created a more student centred/ interactive dynamic if the teacher asked them to think of a movie, book or song they would describe with each sentence. I felt that this might have allowed students the time to absorb the language and use it to express their own opinions. (This may have been done after this stage, I had to leave so I don’t know)

Since there was a lot of language, I felt that personalising each sentence and having a quick conversation with a partner before moving on to the next would have been a more communicative and personalised approach. An example of one of these sentences is ‘It does nothing for me. It’s quite boring, quite dull’. The teacher did elicit the meaning of ‘it does nothing for me’, but I felt that there could have been more opportunity to check students’ understanding of this language by personalising it. There was plenty of natural language, which the students may not have been confident with, and so breaking up the feedback stage with quick, personalised conversations like this would have created the time to explore any errors or questions about it. As I said, this may have been done after the feedback stage.

 

This was a comment that George raised in his immediate feedback on the audio recording, and I think it is an important one. Personalisation did come later in the lesson, but regardless of this, I think George has a very good point – I could have staged more (perhaps ‘micro’) personalisation throughout the main section of the lesson.

George also raises an important point when it came to checking meaning. In my previous assessed observation, I noticed my CQs – both CCQs and ICQs could have done with more thought. It seems that that was the case in this lesson too. It is definitely something I need to take with me going forward.

 

Overall this was a logical, coherent and well thought out lesson. The language was all very natural and the explanations and tips from the teacher were useful, concise and clear.

 

I am glad George enjoyed the lesson and my teaching. I found his feedback extremely useful and he really raised some insightful points for me. It’s a shame I can’t return the favour and observe him! The thing that I really took from this observation and it has been further cemented in discussions with George himself days after I originally wrote this reflection, is the need to add more personalised stages into the lesson. I saved up one big section for personalisation at the end of the lesson, but through my discussions with George and from the feedback he provided to me here, I’ve realised I could have built in a lot more ‘micro-personalisation’ stages throughout the lesson. This would have been a way to make the language more immediately meaningful and accessible for learners. I’ve always believed that the way learners learn anything (and I think that is is especially true of lexis) is if they take the language they are given and make it mean something for them. This is a key element in my understanding of how language-learning works, so I really should be making sure that that key principle underpins everything I do within the classroom.

Assessed Observation #5: Teaching From The Coursebook

For my final observation, I chose to do something that was both outside yet also well within my comfort zone. I chose to teach from a Coursebook.

This is, of course, well within my comfort zone – as it is the majority of the teaching I have to do within my context. But equally, it was a bit of a step into the unknown for me – as for all my previous observations (throughout my teaching career, not just for the Diploma) have been with material I’ve developed and created myself. When I’m being observed, I guess I feel I have to give an example of my teaching at its peak – which may not be so reflective of the day to day drudgery of teaching. I felt that it would be most beneficial for me to be observed doing the every day stuff – so I chose to just go from a Coursebook, plain and simple.

I adapted it slightly, of course, as all teachers do – but only in a small way. Below is my lesson plan and material and my notes on the material – what I chose to focus on within the class and what I chose to omit – as well as the video consent form.

Lesson Plan & Class Profile
Material & notes
Video Consent Form

Another thing that made this lesson a little out of my comfort-zone as far as being observed is concerned, is that it was with a brand new class. Only three of the students within the class had I ever taught before – so a lot of this lesson involved assessing the needs and level of these new students and establishing a good classroom/group dynamic.

Overall, I feel that the lesson went fairly well. Below you can see the IWB file at the end of the class and listen to my immediate reflection with Paul, my observer.

IWB – Post-Lesson

Immediate Feedback

After watching the video and reflecting, I did see many elements that I could improve, but as this is my final assessed observation, I felt it more useful to focus on mostly positive elements. That’s not to say I’m not aware of how I could improve, but I think as I’m coming to the end of this ‘journey’ (a bit of a vomit-inducing metaphor here), it is better to reflect on how far I’ve come rather than how far I still have to go.

Below you can read my reflection form prior to my tutor’s comments.

Lesson Reflection Pre-Tutor’s Comments

Update:

I am pleased to see that my observer also identified some of the positive elements in my lesson and also the areas to improve (CQs, for example). He made a good point about how the lesson shifted tonally and in terms of atmosphere and communication when it reached the focus-on-forms section. This is something I have reflected on previously (see this Critical Incident), but it is clearly something that I need to think about and reflect upon further.

 

Critical Incident #6: The Problem with ‘Will’

 

A few days ago, I was sitting next to a colleague in the staffroom who is fairly new to the world of teaching English. He was preparing for an elementary afternoon class and I saw, to my horror, a board game based around ‘will’ which included discussion questions such as “What will you do at the weekend?” and “Who will win the next world cup?”

Now, ‘will’ is a bit of a bugbear of mine and my views on it are pretty strong. I believe it is the most misused word or piece of language by students of English. I think there are a variety of reasons for this. Firstly, I believe it is taught in many places as “The Future Tense of English”. Secondly, there is a lot of cross-contamination – students of English most frequently speak with other non-natives who also misuse it. Thirdly, and most importantly, I believe that students think they understand ‘will’ and so are confident in using it and do not realise their or others’ misuse of it. Compared with something else that many learners of English struggle with – the present perfect – ‘will’ is misused on a far more regular basis than that, and I believe it is because students are at least aware of the difficulty of using it. With ‘will’, they are blissfully unaware of their own misuse.

All of this is coming purely on anecdotal evidence and my own personal experience, so in other contexts it may not be such a problem – but, from speaking with other teachers, it does seem to be a big problem for learners. From having thought about it and looked at various grammar books, my concept of ‘will’ has evolved to seeing it as having two uses: Logical Inevitability (often referred to in EFL coursebooks as ‘future facts’ or ‘predictions’ and can be replaced with either ‘be going to’ (“I think it will rain” / “I think it’s going to rain”) or modal verbs (“I’m sure the party will be good” / “the party should be good”)) and Functional Speech Acts (promises, offers, decisions, which can be replaced with other functional language (“I’ll have a cappuccino” / “Can I have a cappuccino?”). I find that students generally don’t use it when needed to in speech acts and often use it to talk about plans, at which point we get unnatural utterances.

I don’t think this problem is particularly addressed in EFL coursebooks, whose grammar syllabus seems to have been designed in a vacuum. ‘Will’ is often presented at the same time as ‘going to’ and present continuous and all of them are lumped under the heading of ‘future forms’. This may be appropriate for an imaginary and perfect learner, but seems to further exacerbate the problems for every real-world learner I have to deal with. I think it should be taught differently. Firstly, as a functional speech act used for, as I term it, ‘responding to a present situation’. With this, it should be taught alongside other functional language such as ‘can/could’, ‘let’s’, etc. Secondly, it should be taught as a future prediction, taught with ‘I think’ or ‘I’m sure’ sentence frames and alongside ‘going to’ and ‘should’. Most importantly, the teaching of this should be kept very separate from ‘future forms’ involving present continuous and ‘going to’ for plans.

So far, so fairly logical. However, where I get a bit more controversial when it comes to ‘will’, is that I would only allow ‘will’ to occur on a grammar syllabus towards the end of A2/Pre-Intermediate level at the very earliest. On top of that, I would ban any student use of ‘will’ within the classroom until that moment.

I’m aware that this could be seen as extreme. Banning language that is emerging from the students sounds a bit dictatorial. Not teaching something until the end of A2 that is such an extremely common word (just look at corpora to see how frequently it is used) doesn’t seem to make sense. But I’ve thought about it and trialed it in a previous class that I had over a long period of time (a class I took from the end of beginner through to the end of intermediate over 8 months – ‘will’ was only introduced once they reached B1 level) and it is the only time there were no problems with my students’ use of ‘will’.

The reason I recommend such extreme measures is because of the cross-contamination they will experience from other students anyway. They’re going to hear it, within my context at least, all the time. Secondly, banning their use of it may raise their awareness of how difficult it is to get right. My third reason for doing this is to do with developmental sequences.

We’ve studied developmental sequences and seen how different elements of language are acquired at different stages – the -ing suffix being one of the first things students acquire, for example. I think ‘will’, because of it’s seeming simplicity and high-frequency masquerades as something that is easy to acquire early on in a students developmental sequence. Students pick up on it early on and tend to find it easy to implement into speech immediately. However, they tend to get it wrong for whatever reason – and I feel it becomes very quickly fossilised. In my view, it should be much later down the chain in terms of the order of acquisition, and that is why I feel we as teachers have a duty to force it to much later on a syllabus than seems logical from a first glance.

With teaching learners, we are trying to get them to develop their L2, to express themselves – and giving them the language to do that. To advocate taking away language rather than giving it seems counter-intuitive. Yet, I believe that ‘will’ is a special case and needs that to happen in the classroom. When me and my colleagues talk about teaching ‘will’, it is most often in the context of unpicking the students’ interlanguage, of getting them to stop using it (incorrectly or unnaturally, I mean) than to start. I can think of no other language point where this is the case.

So, when I saw my colleague preparing this lesson, it was hard to contain my evangelicalism on this subject. I saw, in the lesson he was about to teach, the next teacher having to spend months unpicking what the students learn. But, how can you explain that to somebody without being rude or damaging their confidence in a lesson they have prepared? That is a difficult question. I tried to encourage him to re-think what he was about to do, but it didn’t have any effect other than making me seem a little fanatical.

After all, does it really matter?

Critical Incident #5: The Benefits of Explicit Grammar Teaching with a Zero-Interface Model

I had a situation in my class over the past week which resolved itself in a way I didn’t expect, and when talking about it with my colleagues, I had a realisation or a few ideas which could be considered to be a Critical Incident.

I was teaching a fairly strong B2 class and I had a problem that I’m sure many teachers come across.It was in teaching the passive.

The passive always seems to be a bit of a problematic area in EFL and I and many of my colleagues have all had disastrous lessons in attempting to teach it. In speaking with my colleagues, it seems that different approaches have been tried out with varying degrees of success. One colleague of mine favours a long and slow inductive/guided-discovery method that takes hours. Another begins with a passive board game which is designed to be a consolidation activity and then identifies what problems learners have and works backwards to fill in those gaps. Over recent years, I’ve been using a more lexical approach – teaching students verbs that are commonly used in the passive as pure lexis (“be stolen” or “be promoted”) – with mixed results.

The class I was teaching was fairly strong, so I knew they wouldn’t have too much problem with the concept of the passive itself, more with implementing it into their interlanguage. The General English course they are doing has a syllabus that is set by a coursebook, so the reason we were covering the passive this particular week was due to that. In looking at the exercises that they had to do, I identified that the possible problems would come from a particular gap-fill activity which required students to complete verbs in either the passive or the active in a variety of verb phrases.

I think this is where the big problem with teaching the passives is – and it’s the fault of Grammar-Syllabus based courses. Students are used to dealing with one or two particular structures at any one time – e.g. the past simple and the present perfect; or the present perfect and the present perfect continuous – and rarely come across activities that require them to use a bigger variety of grammatical structures. Until the passive, at which point they have to simultaneously use all their pre-existing grammar knowledge with all verb forms and use that with this possibly unfamiliar passive construction.

I anticipated this may be a problem for my learners, so when it came to the gap-fill, before they completed it I asked them to work with a partner and decide whether they needed to use a passive or active construction in each gap. They completed this quickly and easily. After that, I asked them to discuss what was the likely verb form or verb phrase in each sentence – and why. When feedbacking this, however, I was taken aback at just how difficult they found it. The gap-fill sentences all had something in it to indicate what was needed – perhaps the gap followed a preposition, indicating a gerund; or perhaps it contained a time adverbial such as ‘at the moment’, indicating the use of the present continuous – yet the learners were unable to identify these elements as being helpful in choosing a verb phrase.

The lesson continued slowly and painfully and at the end I encouraged discussion between the students about what had been challenging for them across the lesson. The learners reached the same conclusion that I did: the problem was not the passive itself – either in meaning or forming – rather, the problem was knowing what form was needed.

The students at then point requested a general Grammar Review – more activities like the one they had just completed, but focusing primarily on the verb forms rather than passive or active.

Grammar review. Generally, I hate grammar reviews. I always find that they are too cognitively demanding for students and after they have been completed, they leave the students even more demotivated and feeling that they don’t understand the language than they were before doing it. However, they were quite insistent, and as they are customers after all, I had to give them what they wanted.

I designed and developed my own grammar review for this lesson, inspired by previous grammar reviews that didn’t work (I was thinking of what to avoid). I decided to keep it simple, general, well-staged and with plenty of support for the students. I also built in a lot of discussion activities around the review designed to raise awareness of various elements of learning a language – importance of grammar, lexis; differences in culture, identity, their L1 and English, etc. It started simply (from my point of view) with types of words (verb, adjectives, nouns and adverbs), moved on to clauses (and Subjects, Verbs, Objects, Complements and Adverbials), then into time adverbials and verb phrases, and ended with a look at aspect and the function of various verb phrases. A lot to pack in!

Ironically, the elements that students struggled with the most were the ‘simple’ things like word class and sentence structure – once we’d moved on to tense, aspect and time, they were more in their element. Surprisingly, the end result left the students feeling mostly very positive – a far cry from how students have been left following previous grammar reviews I have done (and with my colleagues, it seems a common trend).

I discussed this unexpected result with some peers and the topic of conversation got on to the value of explicit grammar teaching. Obviously, there are many different theories regarding explicit teaching and whether it can have any effect on implicit knowledge. My colleagues and I often discuss this – whether there is any interface at all, and if there is how strong it is. I have to say, it does seem to be something that most of my colleagues haven’t particularly thought about before, but there are some who have been reading up on the subject.

Generally speaking, the more experienced teachers and those who have a bit of knowledge of SLA theory seem to be of the opinion that there is either no interface or that the interface is extremely weak. The idea that explicit knowledge can never become implicit knowledge is something that I can understand and whilst I’m not entirely convinced it is that black and white (what, in life, ever is?), I am more likely to take that viewpoint than anything promoting a strong interface.

So where does this leave me when teaching in EFL? All material is geared towards a grammar-based syllabus, explicit grammar teaching and the CELTA PPP method – in my institution, at least. On top of that, it is what the learners (generally speaking and openly and vocally) want, and on top of that is the fact that our learners are, in fact, customers paying for a service. In essence, we have to do something that we often don’t particularly agree with.

However, in discussing this with my colleagues, we concluded that there is a benefit to this. My learners, at the end of this extended grammar review weren’t (in my opinion) any better equipped to use the language we’d covered than they were before we started. In short, their explicit knowledge had had a bit of a work out, but the same couldn’t be said for their implicit knowledge.

However, at the end of the class, they were more confident in themselves and (seemingly) me. The lessons immediately following the grammar review were considerably more productive and a lot more learning was going on.

We’ve come across the idea that language learning is a complex and dynamic system with many variables, and when we conduct explicit grammar teaching, the intention is to develop learners’ ability with that particular grammar point. Even on a superficial level, I think most teachers are aware that is a flawed mentality to adopt as all you have to do is ask your students what they learnt in their previous lesson and you’ll generally get as many different answers as there are students in the class. People such as Krashen encouraged a full-on input-only model with no explicit grammar teaching. That seemed to be flawed too, if one looks at the results of the Canadian-immersion programme he was involved with.

So if teaching grammar explicitly doesn’t result in an increase in implicit knowledge, yet abandoning it altogether also doesn’t help and is unfeasible in terms of the kind of learners we have to work with and the kind of institutions we have to work for – what is the purpose for it? Well, I think it could be a method to lower students affective filter. If the students are receiving explicit grammar instruction that they can comprehend and that is what they want and expect, their confidence in themselves, each other and the teacher could arguably increase. The atmosphere that this then creates could allow the teacher to sneak in ways for the students to implicitly learn.

When learning about complex systems and the endless variables that are present within them, we learned that what we do in the classroom has an effect – just not necessarily the one you think it had or wanted it to have. I think knowledge of this is important when considering what we do in the classroom.

So I think the conclusion I am reaching is that despite all the evidence against explicit grammar teaching having any kind of positive effect on students interlanguage, it is still a useful tool that should be used in the classroom. It has an effect – just not the effect it is designed to. If we as teachers embrace this and have this at the forefront of our mind when we go and stand in front of class, it could become an incredibly useful tool to create affordances for real learning to take place.

Assessed Observation #4: Linkers of Contrast

For my fourth observed lesson, I decided to do a lesson on Linkers of Contrast. This is a lesson I designed myself and created all the material for. Below is my lesson plan, IWB slides (both before and after the lesson), worksheets, and video consent form.

Lesson Plan & Class Profile
IWB files and Material
Video Consent Form
IWB file (post lesson)

I feel that the lesson went fairly well. You can listen to my immediate feedback below:

Immediate Feedback

And here is my written reflection, before comments from the tutor.
Reflection – Pre-Tutor’s Comments

Update:

I found Barbara’s comments very insightful. I found all of them very useful and found myself in agreement with pretty much everything she said. A few issues I want to pick up on:

She has mentioned my IWB work as being one of the strengths, which has lead to some posts about this on my materials blog. See here, here (which relates specifically to this observed lesson), and here.

Also, one thing that I was really pleased with was being able to ‘step back’ when monitoring. As Barbara mentions with other observees, it can be tempting to ‘overmonitor’ and show as much support as possible – you feel you are performing, in an observation, after all. I have noticed in previous observations I have a tendency to do this myself, so I was glad that I manage to mostly avoid it in this observed lesson.

Overall, I’m very pleased with how this went.

Assessed Observation #3: Iterative Speaking Lesson

For my third observation, I chose to do an iterative speaking lesson inspired by Diane Larsen-Freemen’s work on complexity theory in the language classroom (see this video). The focus was on improving fluency and accuracy in spoken English, and also drawing attention to and implementing spoken discourse markers. More for my own benefit on this blog, I shall give a quick run-through of the lesson and my thinking behind it (although more information can be found in the lesson plan and class profile below).

Lesson Plan & Class Profile
Video Consent Form

The general plan for the lesson was to give students a spoken model of an anecdote (provided as a live listening by me) for them to analyse and look at spoken discourse markers. Finally, the students were encouraged to take part in an iterative speaking activity (4-3-2) developed by Larsen-Freemen to develop fluency and accuracy.

Prior to giving the students my spoken model, I dictated a list of keywords and then put them on the board: Key Words/Phrases (from IWB file)

I dictated them as I felt it important for them to hear it and not just see it written. The lexis was presented in chunks as in this class I tend to focus a lot on collocations and chunking. I chose to give content words to aid comprehension and also to highlight any lexis they might be unfamiliar with. The lexis was also presented in the order they would hear it, to ease the cognitive load. They used the lexis in a pre-listening schemata-activating prediction activity. They then listened to my story and used the words to re-tell each other the story. I chose to do the story as an unscripted ‘live’ listening to a 4 minute time limit to make it as ‘authentic’ as possible and to give a very similar model of what they were to do later.

I then gave them a ‘tapescript’ of the story: Discourse Markers Activity 1

The tapescript is not exactly the same as I told it (as I did it in an unscripted way) but I did this deliberately: the tapescript represents a second ‘iteration’ of the story and is slightly shorter than when I delivered it ‘live’. Again, this was done to parallel the second iteration of their own story that they would perform later. I used textual enhancement in order to draw attention to spoken discourse markers and used a consciousness-raising activity (how many times are they used?) to develop students awareness of just how prevalent spoken discourse markers are.

Students were then given this worksheet: Discourse Markers Activity 2

In it, they had to match the extricated discourse markers to their function. They could use the tapescript as a reference. This activity wasn’t as well thought out and probably represents the weakest part of the lesson – it was developed when I was ill, so my brain wasn’t operating at full capacity.

Having completed that activity, students made notes of key-words and phrases for their own stories in the space at the bottom of the page. They were then encouraged to tell their story to each other in 4 minutes, then change partners and tell the same story in 3 minutes, and then once again in 2 minutes (Larsen-Freemen’s 4-3-2 activity). This was intended to give multiple iterations (rather than repetitions – as the conditions were changed) of the same story and allow the complex system of students’ interlanguage to develop. In practice, students only had a chance to do it twice due to time-constraints. One key thing I’ve learnt is that this lesson I’ve developed would perhaps be best delivered over 2 hours, rather than one.

I felt that the lesson went fairly well. Below, you can hear my immediate feedback with my observer, Angela Pickering.

 

I took a week to reflect and watch the video and come up with some points of interest from the lesson. You can read that in full in the file below:

Lesson Reflection (pre-Tutor’s Comments)

UPDATE: 29/04/17

I’ve now received my grade and feedback from Angela, which you can read in the file below:
Lesson Reflection (post-Tutor’s Comments)

I found Angela’s feedback very helpful and insightful and it has given me further points to reflect upon.

One of the things I felt could be improved in this lesson was the part of the lesson regarding the spoken discourse markers. Perhaps it was a case of trying to do too much within one hour and/or not being systematic enough in getting the students to use them in their spoken language. On this point, Angela agrees – but she makes a suggestion that makes total sense and seems so obvious I can’t believe I didn’t about it in the preparation of the lesson. She suggests having a segment of this lesson on pronunciation.

This makes total sense for this kind of lesson. Were I to do it over, I would perhaps drop the spoken discourse markers section entirely and use that time to focus on pronunciation elements – which are key when the main task is a spoken one. Off the top of my head, I imagine I could focus on elements of connected speech and elision and/or intonation in both making a story sound interesting to the listener and listener response for showing interest (both of which would include the spoken discourse markers that I’d explicitly focused on). Next time, I think I would focus a lot more on those elements.

In general, though, and with the benefit of a bit of time, I am happy with how this lesson went and for Angela’s insightful feedback.

Critical Incident 4: Aptitude & Motivation

In the SLA module, we’ve recently covered aptitude and motivation. This got me thinking, but not about the students – about myself.

We’ve learnt that motivation is a dynamic system, many things affect it day-day and its ever-changing. My motivation for this diploma and for teaching in general is much the same. There are many factors that affect my motivation, here are a few:

  • Personal life (it’s my first year of marriage, my relationships with friends – often positive, yet sometimes challenging)
  • Hobbies (I run a micro-record label, organise events, produce and perform music in various guises for various projects – rewarding, yet time-consuming)
  • Work (an unstable industry with no job security – currently more work than I can handle, yet can be rewarding – and it pays the bills)
  • The course (regular and fairly heavy workload for the Materials module, big essay on the fast-approaching horizon for SLA, disappointing lesson observations, yet I’m also learning a lot, developing as a teacher and occasionally doing good work)

I think the main things affecting my motivation currently is a sense of lack of time. Lack of time to spend with my wife, lack of time to do my hobbies, lack of time due to amount of work (the other day I left my house at 7.45 am and got back at 8.30 pm and was either teaching or preparing to teach that whole time, minus 12 minutes for lunch and 45 minutes for walking between locations), lack of time to do work for this course, pressure on knowing I have 3 lesson observations to do in less than two months… That feeling of pressure and stress can really affect me, my teaching and my work both at my school and at university.

A happy teacher is a good teacher, a stressed teacher is often not. A friend of mine remarked that complaints about teachers at our school always increase when they are doing their DELTA or diploma due to the stress the teacher is under. It is vital to maintain good motivation in not just our learners, but also ourselves.

How to do this, well, I’m still figuring that part out!

I’ve also been thinking about my own aptitude for teaching. We learnt in SLA that there seems to be some truth in the statement that some people learn languages better than others, and I think it’s probably true that some people teach better than others. I don’t consider myself as particularly having much aptitude to teaching – it definitely does not come naturally to me, it is something I really have to work at. It is hard work.

Elements of teaching I feel I do do well. We’ve recently completed a worksheet-designing seminar on the Materials module, and I feel fairly proud of what I achieved. Designing tasks – that, I feel I can do.

I was also fairly proud of my performance in the Language Awareness module. I ‘get’ grammar and feel I have a good understanding of how language works.

But the actual in-class performance? The actual teaching? That is something I feel I struggle with.

It probably doesn’t help that the last few observations I’ve had I felt were disappointing. I felt I didn’t do we as well as I could have. That, compounded with the affect on my motivation due to a sense of pressure and lack of time, adds to the stress of the next assessed observation I have next week.

On the bright side, regardless of aptitude for language learners, they can still achieve. I know that I can still teach well – and I do – aptitude isn’t everything. But it is a factor that I’ve become increasingly aware of – I feel I have to put more effort in to deliver a good lesson than some of my peers who seem to have a much more natural ability in this area.

UPDATE: I think this Critical Incident was written at a time when my motivation for teaching and learning was in a trough. I believe motivation is something that is dynamic, that fluctuates extremely from time to time. Since writing this Critical Incident, I have felt that my aptitude for teaching has improved and this has affected my motivation in turn. As a result, I no longer feel that much of what I have written for this Critical Incident is exactly true. However, it was an essential incident for me to write about – as once it was out of me, down on paper (so to speak), I felt I could move on from it which resulted in me, almost by accident, improving the situation. 

What I guess I’m trying to say here is that I now think that this Critical Incident may no longer be ‘true’, but it was an important stage for me to go through.